My Love Affair With Make-up 01

Foundation:
Lancome
Dual Finish-Versatile Powder Make-up
Color: Matte Porcelain

Blush:
STILA
Convertible Color
Color: Poppy

Eye Shadow:
Clinique
Diamond Shadow
Color: Diamond Brown 312






Lashes:
Clinique
Lash Curling Mascara
Color: Brown

Lips:
Benefit
Full Finish Lipstick
Color: Flirt Alert

Lipgloss:
Paula dorf
Lip Duet
Color: Wish

Lipliner:
Nars
Velvet Matte Lip Pencil
Color: Dragon Girl

Some Stuff I Like

Some stuff I like....


French toast with tons of syrup on it and a really good cup of coffee. It just makes my heart sing. La di da di da!!!

As you may have noticed, this blog is a big old grab-bag of ran­dom top­ics. In that spirit, here are some prod­ucts i use and i love.

I love makeup. Something about it. I just have a passion for it. The way you can take colors and make something beautiful out of it. The way you can take inspiration from anything and put it on someone's face for everyone to see. The way every brush does something different. So I just love it. I crave it. I feel nude without it. tsk tsk tsk ..Just sharin'

Its Raining Cats and Dogs

Mom and pop came over last night for a visit. Mom bought me two really cute mug, a huge hair brush and a brown slip ons. I love them all. They left around 8:30 and i watched one movie before i hit the hay. I had a really good sleep , without waking up in the middle of the night and end up going online sipping 2 cup of coffee (ayen's usual night).

Today....its still pouring out!! been like this since yesterday morning. I heard, there,s another typhon coming. This is probably it. Its wet out to the point that you dont even wanna go out and do something. I didnt walk gibo so that means he's gonna be annoying for the rest of the day shheez.

I took some photos awhile go, the sky is not really that gloomy but its raining nonstop. So im just gonna stay home today and chillax ( chill and relax) .

Gibo's Birthday!

Gibson just turned one today. I know in dog years 1 year=7 years. So he's 7 years old today ! yey! I bought whole hind leg of a pig for him. I also bought a chocolate cupcake, a tiny candle and i sing him a happy birthday. He didn't seem to like the birthday cupcake thingy but he devoured the boiled hind pig leg in less than an hour. He has a voracious appetite, chowed it down like there is no tomorrow. I actually had a good time watching him. Here are a few photos of his special day!

Dinner & Movie

Its 10-10-11.

Watching Columbiana of Zoe Saldana. Isn't she pretty? well thought of attaching her picture in my blog. Here it is....

Well... Im gonna talk about yesterday's birthday dinner. It was awesome, the food, the restaurant, everything. It was Sunday so hardly no one there. These are some of the pics that ive taken.

The Burthday Gurl

Happy birthday to me!!

Woke up with a slight headache but after opening my Facebook account and reading all those birthday greetings from friends, family, former classmates... its just... uhmmmp heart warming and miraculously i felt great!

I have this strange feeling though... uhhmp! Is it just me or have all 20-something-year-old's I know have fallen into a state of constantly thinking we are too old for anything fun. Staying out 'til 3am drinking and dancing doesn't sound too appealing to me, especially since I'd rather spend my weekends without a thumping hangover. I'm just too old to be drunk OK OK It's probably just me... hehehe

Did you know that even American Idol thinks I'm too old. Hehe. They have an age limit of 28!! jeez

Well ...the truth is, though, I am not too old for anything. YOU are not too old for anything. We should not be held back by those numbers, damn it! OK. I'm not too old to do a jumping / flying shot on the beach with my best-friend who is also not to too old!

Pre-Birthday Gifts

Its my birthday tomorrow so I am hoping that the weather’s good, hopefully the ornithological gods can oblige? ;) . Ive been celebrating my Birthday for four day straight. I got all these pre-birthday gifts. Dinner in a really nice restaurants... and Im so loving it... I love October!!!

Sunset/sunrise Girl!

Which do you like? Sunrise or Sunset? Which inspires you the most?

I am a sunset/sunrise kind of girl. Watching the sun set is just a peaceful and beautiful moment in time for me.
I will say that there is something about having a cup of coffee and watching the sun rise that can motivate and get me ready for the day...

I Feel So Down, So Awful!

Have you ever had a feeling of having your mind full with unnecessary thoughts and feelings? Feeling sad, feeling all so guilty, and feeling sorry and helpless to the point that you just don’t care what’s going to happen.
That you are tired of expecting that something good will happen, so sick of stumbling blocks in front of you?
Feeling like, nobody believes in you. Or you just don’t deserve something good, something what you want. And all you did, and all what you are doing is sacrificing your own happiness just to please other people.

I'm feeling all those... and i'm not liking it.

I sometimes think that I filled my mind with so much emptiness or so much dirty, useless information that my mind is going to explode with them. What an anxiety huh?
I live through the fear of not getting my mind back again to useful thought and feelings. I mean nice, happy feelings. I missed feeling appreciated, I miss my laughs, I miss a light happy feelings. I miss all those.
Yeah, okay, it’s me, who puts all this pressure upon me, all the mess into my mind.
That means I can empty my trash too.

I wish it’s as easy as clicking the recycle bin icon and press empty trash. ;( but thats not the case..oh well...

I Either Like You or I Don't

If i say i don't like you, don't get mad, I'm entitle to my own opinion. If i say your a douchebag, a jackass, a lying c or even worst an arshole... hey let me. at least I'm giving you a hint that its time to reevaluate yourself. ha-ha. We are not perfect, i know...i don't want to sound harsh, Coz I'am not, I'mm really not!. you're just a cry baby? thats what I think. haha

I get so bored with people who try to sugar coat things. I get mad when people lie to me in my face. How about be yourself, nothing is wrong with it. Believe me you will feel better if you just don’t pretend. Don’t, pretend, lie or make up bullshit story. Coz I’m not going to buy it anyway. Its just a waste of time.. (Mine and yours) .Look if it's the truth some people are going to be ok with it and some people won't. To the people who can't handle the truth all I have to say is man up. The truth is bound to come out sooner or later so for me I'd rather just tell you the truth now and get all the hurt feelings out on the table so we can either move on or we don't. I have so much more respect for people who just tell the brutal honest truth. You will get more out of me in return by telling me the truth then by either lying because you think it will make me feel better or trying to make it sound nice.
Tell me something beside BS and I’m going to put you on a pedestal... Oh wait I change my mind; I suddenly remember something about me. That I don’t put a happy face to make you feel all so oh good! Ha-ha. . I say what I want to say, I don’t care if you can handle it or not. Coz, rather yank my teeth than bite my tongue.

Inspired by Mother ''N''

We don’t often think about it, but we actually live on a beautiful planet. It would be a shame to destroy all of this. I tried to capture the essence of this beauty whenever i get the chance. Here's a few. I hope that these beautiful photographs can inspire you as much as they inspired me.

My First !

Why start blogging now? Im holding off on starting a personal blog for a very long time, now i have these reasons to really start!!

First; for many months of reading other posts and following so many running blogs, I thought its time to finally share my thoughts with the running community!

I’m not a very articulate person when it comes to verbally expressing things that goes on inside my mind. So forgive me


Second; as a way to express myself. I needed a place to vent about my life. I needed a place to talk about things that are happening around me.I decided that I wanted to express myself and my feelings the best way I knew how, through words.

I needed a place to be freeeeeeeee!


Well, a brief introduction is required, right?

I'm ayen, I grew up without a father ( i do not know how it happens ) but it happened. Ive met wrong people along the way which makes my life a bit difficult. blah. On the bright side, I have a dog named Gibson, he keeps me sane(I know how pathetic that sounds hehehe). I have a very loving family who loves me unconditionally and a very loyal, loving, funny, smart, talented Best Friend who loves me so much.
So here it goes..... my new blog